


Hey
Scarlet, Do you remember these photoz?
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Oh my! they brought me very lovely memories and smiles! In fact, I feel like I wanna play, with my jewelry tools and colorful beads again! and with my mini collages on pendants, too ;-)
oh yes! maybe this coming weekend ;-)
There are many things I say yes, there are things I say maybe ;-), there is a couple of projects in hold and then there are the ones i have to say no because I have very good reasons.
I have decided that I am going to let go of one of my dreams, and it is okay, it is not causing me any sadness or anxiety at all.
Funny? Ah?
I think I have been exercising the letting go muscle quite often for the past year, probably that’s why I am doing good with this decision.
All of these years, I had fun dreaming about it, planning it, learning, preparing and becoming, all of this in order to be ready and help it to make it come true.
Right at this moment, or better said, for the past several months while pondering and checking mostly my finances I finally have realized that I have to be more honest about this. And I can not make this dream of mine come true on my own.
So, that dream of going to live in a farmlikehouse and have my own life coach business somewhere out there can’t be. I need a lot of money for that and right now, with this me starting again in a new place can’t allow me to save for that dream for a good couple of years. I guess, life is pulling me into this new direction and like I said, I am letting go of this for good ;-)
I humbly know that I have every single qualification and belief in myself, specifically in my heart, soul and spirit that I can help others and myself. I have this firm belief that the majority of my passions in this life lead to creativity as a spiritual healing tool, because yes, after all, I am a living proof of what creativity can do for people and what has done for me, specifically when I have hit bottom floor.
I am so very proud of myself.
I know that I have studied every single possibility. And there is no way, so that’s okay.
At least, to my heart’s content, I dreamed and tried ;-)
And I have a lot of satisfactions, one of them, I have been told me that when I talked of my dreams, or noticed the new leaves in a tree or singing of birds, my eyes are the most beautiful, and my joy is contagious.
Yes, that’s me! living a very juicy life, admiring the little or big wonders and beauty of nature and believing that there is good on people and there are many ways to help.
And I think maybe that’s my mission in life keep transmitting this joy (and hope) of mine with others in a blog!!! and that’s what I am going to keep on doing so for now, please know that there is going to be Carmen blogging for a while, you will get to see what I am into or trying to make, with my mermaid hands and maybe one of these days, I may create a digital art surprise, you can never tell, my curiosity is out in the look ;-)
Always playing and listening...
listening to all and every single message for me and only me from the universe because I am loved and I am not alone ;-)
And for some of you who have inquired about an etsy shop, please know that I do make and sale my jewelry, mostly door to door to some local boutiques but I am not planning on any online shops for a while. My plate is very full right now ;-)
I ab-SOUL-tely will keep participating in art and craft challenges with my creations and for sure, I will create to donate for the benefit of any charities.
Hugs,
Carmen
p.s. once I went to this boutique and when i saw this display (picture below), i was very content, I knew how good of a seller I can be, I can still remember my feelings that day and my very big high hopes.
this picture, is one of my favorites for sure ;-)