What makes you different,
it's what makes you beautiful.

Some of you know me for quite a while.
And know that English is my second language. Spanish is my first along with some Portuguese.
I read real well the three languages.
My Greatgrandparents (in both sides) were Portuguese who came to live in Mexico at a very young age.
Yes, I was born and raised in Mexico and I have been living in the USA for more than half of my life.
I have two citizenships for my two beloved countries.
I am an American and a Mexican.
Spanish and English are part of my EVERYDAY Life.
and yes, if you are curious, I do dream in both languages, and yes I do think in both, too.
AND... I DO have and speak with a THICK accent ALL OF THEM ;-)
And that's ok...
But To tell you the truth sometimes... I don't like it.
And I wish I could speak with no accents like everybody else and write perfectly like I have an English class degree ;-)
But then that's ok, too.
That's ok to be different.
That's what it makes me the perfect outsider. LOL.
My all six senses are ready to capture EVERYTHING in my heart and head to feed my soul and eventually and hopefully to share it somehow with the world ;-)
So after all I think or better said I know that this way, my way of speaking and/or trying to communicate is what it makes me UNIQUE and BEAUTIFUL...
You know, at first, I could seem quiet and reserved, and that is NOTHING to do with my way of speaking, on the contrary, I am listening and paying attention to YOU more than you can imagine! I am observing, trying to get all the point of views, your story, your real you the most I can, before I decide to give to you my honest and heartfelt input or not.
Talking about this, please know that I read your whole posts in your blogs. And you guys make me smile, laugh, think, reflect, and sometimes cry and I leave your blog feeling very positively satisfied of having you in my life and me be there for you while reading your stories and I enjoy leaving you a comment or emailing you. And if I don't read you one day please know I will make it up for you and for sure, I think of all of you all the time.
I know you ALL know this by now...
Back to my ramblings. Now, if there is something I disagree, or needs my attention or upsets me, I make sure, I am going to make sure that I get to be heard and understood. Come on! Isn't it something anybody does?
I don't think it has to do with me being passionate or hispanic, right? LOL, Ok yes I am a very passionate hispanic woman after all, LOL, more LOL
Ok...I am going to admit to you one more thing...
I can yell BUT also, know that I try hard not to go to these extremes.
I have acted on impulses in the past and I am not proud.
AND I strongly dislike emotions ruling me so I try to do my best controling them. And more important, I TRY to avoid REACTIONS. Momentarily reactions that I may regret.
This is funny, and maybe daring, but I am not scared of speaking in public, and I love the attention ;-) I actually consider myself a very public person somehow, I mean, I have learned to wait for my moment and take the FULL and WHOLE opportunity to express my mind.
Do you know that during my lunch time I sell my jewelry and whatever I create? Yes, I enjoy being an entrepreneur, a business woman selling her craft and arts!
And convincing people that they have to wear and buy my jewelry. LOL.
And what a sweet success to get a check or cash, LOL.
Now, There are some other stuff I am VERY passionate about it. But I won't try to convince you but then I may, LOL
And before I finish with these "confessions" I realize that It was very important for me to let you know of this last fact and how pride I am of this childhood success and why I blog in English regardless of "some" (and sometimes many) grammatical and composition mistakes ;-)
Here it is: I LOVE words. In ANY language.
When I was a 10 yr old I was a spelling bee champion speller ;-)
is there anything in particular inspiring your writing Today?
What's your beauty? Write about it!
Much, MUCHO love and light to YOU!
Mermaid
mep.s. here! a
rose to you from me ;-)
Courage is the most important of all the virtues, because without courage you can't practice any other virtue consistently. You can practice any virtue erratically, but nothing consistently without courage
-Maya Angelou